Dog eat dog...

As the title suggest, you either kill or be killed. the weak must learn how to avoid, to lay low, engage in guriellia warfare in order to survive. no matter who so ever, so long as he is given power, he will use it to the fullest at times even abusing it. its the same in school, at work and especially in the army. its by a mere stripe or bar that determines your life in the army. Shit flows downwards, and the ones below are the "man", people like me.

just coz some f***kers don feel like doing something, i have to cover. i have to sacrifice my leaves and weekends to fill in for those bastards. over time, i've learnt the ugly ways of people. u will never get recognised for doing more than u are suppose to do but u will get f***ked for doing less. indeed the army has mould me into a person able to withstand the hard knocks, to dodge arrows and when the opportunity comes strike back. i dare say that i've metamorph into what i swore i'd never become.

i just found out that i have an annual medic proficency test coming up in 2 weeks time. bloody last minute info again. how to study in this short amount of time. fortunately my dispensing skills are pretty kilat after spending so much time in the dispensary. all the names of the medicine and their effects i can remember liao. gotta revise and both theory and practical also. but how hard can a test in army be right? (cross fingers)

another thing, i don't know whether if its good or bad, well i guess its a double edge sword. i am going for spec 2 course next jan. i'll be getting more money after i pass out, but with 3 stripes comes additionally responsibility, i'm afraid i might get push to be the new company as their coy medic. thats super shitty. sianz gotta book in liao.

DTA - don't trust anyone